Lifeeee.

Life's hard . If it wasn't, then what would be the point ? The upside to life is that you can challenge yourself-know your limits, improve; the downside is that the road to becoming a better you is rocky . The road is full of thorns, rocks, everything . Everyone has a different path . Everyone has different rocks and thorns . While some may have a twisted and mountainous path, others may have a grassy, straight path . It's not fair, but you are able to handle the obstacles in your way . The reason? If you couldn't, they wouldn't be in your way . You wouldn't choose decisions that would potentially put yourself in harm's way . You had a subconscious thought that you could handle it, that you are able to grab life by the horn and guide it, and to shape it . Even if you have to suffer scars, battle things, don't give up . Fight . Fight, and change the way you live. The great thing about your path is that sometimes other people have paths close to you. Some people's path runs with yours, some only cross it . They are there . Use them . Help is always there .

Screeeeew.

haha so i think im really just not gonna try and blog daily anymore. Not like i've been trying. its been like, a bajillion months. well, lately, its just been shit. no lie. im so done with this. my grades are fucking terrible, i have no emotion anymore, and im a slut. basically. it went from one guy with a fling, to the next guy with a fling, and now that they're both over im crushing on another guy. BUT. (im trying to redeem myself here) i've always liked the one im crushing on now. which sucks. but yeah. so again, im a ho. LOL. but it seems like i dont fit in with my group. none of them are like me. im the wildest, the loudest, and honestly, the most flirtatious. at walnut, allll my friends were like that. so it made me more comfortable. and it sucks now more than ever cuhs its not like i can chill with my MHS friends everyday cuhs they live in pasadena and i live in walnut, and i cant hang with my walnut friends as much cuhs our schedules are different. this blows. its just been pretty bad. t-______-t

GEEZUS.

DANG IT'S BEEN A WHILE. i think im gonna stick with blogspot cuhs people follow me on tumblr so i dont feel comfortable putting my junk in the open, y'know? wow that sounded dirty. heh. Anyways, things have been going okay lately, I really miss Walnut. I'm so confused as to whether I should stay at Maranatha for all four years, or just switch back to Walnut. I dont want to let go of any of the relationships i've made at both schools. I'm praying to God, but I still can't help but to worry. Which is bad. According to Mr.Randolph, my bible teacher who happens to look a lot like that guy from the hangover but a lot cooler, worrying and regrets usually lead back to selfishness. i dont think i spelled that right. anyways, worrying is really, i want things to go my way, and im scared that it wont. but, in this situation, i dont know what "my way" is! i guess i'm worrying and confused at the same time? Oh well. (=


nighty nights!
-annie.

HONORS BIOLOGY(=

DAAAANG i really havent been on in like, YEARS. HAHA well, it feels like years. i have a tumblr now (= weeell, theres gonna be some changes heere cuhs my bio class has to have a blogspot too. HAHA!(=

aight, lets rewind

aight, so lets go back and think. haha. its been a HELL of a loong time. HAHA. weeelll, im starting to like another white boy. daniel lewis. ahaha, but hes a year younger than me. D: plus, i liked him cuhs i got over mr.whiteboy, but before you call me a whore, or slut, ive had a preference for him even while i liked tj. so shaddup. but then, tj told me about stuff, and BAM. i fell for him AGAIN. so, this five day weekend is gonna be CONFUSING. hha. but im going to palm springs! yaaaaay.
haha
welll,
lates nigaas.
-faaaaaannnnssterrr

so it's been like, a month?

danggg. its been a while ain't it? well, let's see. im still in eighth grade..haha. but haskvitz is getting easier! hes like this super famous teacher. i dont know if i mentioned that yet. haha. but i finally started getting A's on his tests. HAHA. but i failed his essays. apparently we're supposed to know what things mean or something. but apparently we've been taught wrong until now. so if we hadnt had him for a history teacher, we would be lost in high school. hahaha wow. butt, lets see. what else! hmm. i haven't seen leediuh in a while. haha its been like, 3 months since i last saw her. D: i miss my jie. ahha! OH. i like mr.white boy again. i think i've mentioned him in my past blogs. no idea. haha! buttt, if i did, then i think you know who im talking about. maybe, maybe not. im getting sickk! even worse, i can't sing anymore. i totally lost my singing ability. ahha. welll, anywhoooo, oh! yeahh! so today, i skipped lunch to go help tj with his project right? and originally it was due yesterday, but he and veronica got it taken away, so he had to redo it! so i went to help him, and then when we finished, veronica comes running up the stairs asking what we needed to be done. so he goes on about how i did more things than she did, and how im not even the the group and stuff. and then she goes on complaining about how she typed up the stuff. but thats all she did! tj and i colored, drew, and wrote down notes. freakin' stupid ass bitch. ahha! butt when we finished, tj gave me a hug. (: why is it such a big deal, you ask?
CUHS TJ DOESN'T HUG PEOPLE! HAHA!
so anyways, yeah. i love him again(: well not really. ever since cris, i haven't been into falling hard. yeah. i liked cris again. he wasted my time. i had liked tj for about 8 months, when i suddenly decided to throw that all away for cris. turns out, he liked another like 5 girls while he said he liked me. oh, and he told my friend that he had never liked me in the first place and that he still had feelings for her. i found all this out from my friend, and his best friend. asshole. haha well, im over it. sooooo, im done!
-faaaannssterrr

haha, damnn.

SO!
i haven't been on blogspot for the loongest time EVER. AHAHA. Doesn't really matter though. It's not like i have an assload of followers. the only follower i have is lydia. and she only added me cuhs shes my jie. HAHA. FAILLL. WELLLLLL, i started eighth grade. ahha! im officially ruler of the school. (: and i used to like this guy called cris. buttttt, he got over me. I GOT OVER TJ FOR HIM. I LIKED TJ FOR 8 MONTHS. god. well, i like tj again so it dont matter. ahah,welll ima go do hw. (:
-anniebutt!